I have been thinking a lot lately about finding away to get out my anger over the way body has betrayed me. I don't want to burn out my family with my constant whining about how tired I am or weird pains and symptoms that constantly assault me.
Then it dawned on me... why not fired up my old blog? So, here I am screaming into the void? ( I'm pretty sure no one will read this) I need to get this out and hopefully it will help my mind.
If someone does happen to stumble upon my posts and reads it. I have terrible grammar. It's a brain thing. My brain just doesn't understand where to put commas or run on sentences... so my bad writing at the bottom of the shit pile of my worries.
